I wish you were here today. You’d be a bit grumpy, I know, but your my mum and I miss you. You would be my number 1 fan, my harshest critic, my advocate. You’d throw yourself under a bus than see something bad happen to me. You put me ahead of yourself. Cared a lot. Loved me. Made me cry. Hurt me. Loved me more. I am never going to feel that connection I felt with you with anyone else. When you died, I felt that cut when you left the earth. I miss you so much.